Three years ago, there was a big mess in my school life. The year I was in 5th grade, I had a lot of fake friends… especially that year. Now let me give you a little info about my past friendship status…I have had mostly friends who were lovely…but my school has a bad tendency of changing sections every year mostly part bffs. Now this would happen with me every year, mostly because always I have been a bit talkative and I make friends pretty easily. I’ve had a lot of best friends and my by far longest one was a girl quiet introverted who was my friend till 3rd grade. After that I’ve had good ones who’ve been really supportive and loving. While some have turned due to change in friend groups. But in 5th grade I was friends with some people I’d hate( I’m not a good girl in school I never was…I hate toppers or even popular kids in school and believe me they’re all like those crappy teen HS dramas)and fucked up and mostly trusted them a lot. In short that year Ive got into many fights something I’d never done ever. I created a weird personality check on me. “You’ll never be as popular as us “a quote that boils me till date.
After that semester is basically we split up and I had a big meltdown cause never have I thought that I’d be a wannabe like most in my school are. You know I’m that type who would hate something so much I’d not even be close to them. So I changed myself totally. From being a good hearted mama’s girl I changed me to a rather rude but happy go Lucky girl. But outside school I’m invisible😽
That worked for me so far. So my dudes lesson learned from story don’t ever fall in the trap of supporting or loving fake friends cause they are like luck come n go, never stay forever. But some friends do, like every teen I’ve had made some bad mistakes of ignoring the ones who truly love me🙃 and I’d prefer don’t ever do that. Till then toodle my doodles❤
(helo my dudes) What change you would ask? Let me tell you. Imagine a place full of people trying to follow only one trend…and you are keeping your nose up your business and some people may make fun of you, while some would want to do what you’re doing, but believe me it’s a amazing feeling…the feeling of being you. Not many people will notice you but still you’ll not regret it😼. This was a new chapter to my lifeline, me being me. To be honest with you my dudes, past two years have been my favourite. Cause this new chapter’s first page started with my journey in 5th grade but became successful in 7th only. I would mention a world in my blogs known as school (South point High school).
It would just seem to be a school but isn’t actually. God are there some species of shit in there, I mean I’m one too😁. Being part of numerous friend groups that school is were I would present my weird not extraordinary life to you. But till then toodles my doodles.❤
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As a kid, I wanted to stand out…I mean which kid doesn’t? But to stand out you need to have talents…what kids don’t realise that not everyone has the same one not that some people don’t have them. But before realising this…I being just another brick in the wall tried to do all the things everyone was doing. Yep every person goes through peer pressure..most not knowingly. From the time I was just a toddler to being a preteen elementry schooler I used to always fall into that trap🙃. Admit or not you’ve fallen for that too…The girls on my school would have crushes and even boyfriends at like 2 or 3 grades, would try to follow everything the popular s in my school would do. Huh 😂😂😂 I use to do those weird stuff too…like listen to top bollywood singers when my actual intrest was English pop!! I might sound a little old school but believe me or not being out of a phase like that made a change in me.
I am not really a interesting person to talk with in real life. Probably you won’t even recognise me in reality but the part of me which is fed up of this introverted life, is finding out herself in this small blog (which I would like to call my world).
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Me there’s not a lot about Me…I’m relatable that’s it. Some faded memories of me as a kid include me crying in front of my school’s gate because I hated leaving my mom at any cost. Another included me scared of a ghost my mom showed me in orkut (now Facebook) which was named ‘tic tac toe’ or something idk but was too scary for my infant self.Now I’m a big douchebag but I think atleast a happy one. I’ll talk more about the world around me in my next blog till then…bye my dude…